This is a true story. He was brought up in religion and grew up being more zealous for it than anybody else in his time. In fact, he described himself as among the fiercest leaders his religion had ever produced, a champion of it, and this religion followed the laws of God to the letter. He believed he found a door to God. He thought he had discovered real intimacy.
He hadn't.
Because one day, about noon time, as he was on his way to work, God Himself appeared and confronted him with his ministry activities that had gone haywire. Well, he didn't see God, but he saw a blinding light, brighter than the noonday sun. Consequently, he went blind several days because of it. He also heard God speak to him. "You haven't found a door to me. You've actually locked yourself out!" said the Lord, or words to that effect.
All his active religious life went down the drain. Pfft. After all his efforts to "serve God," he ended up estranged from Him and even kicking against the goads, so to speak. Suddenly, he was faced with the nagging truth that he really didn't know the God he claimed to serve. And these were the times he was really blind (when he thought he'd seen the light), groping around hitting the wrong targets he thought earned him points in heaven.
The bright light made him "blind" to the world and finally made him see truth--that everything in the world was darkness, empty, and wasn't worth seeing--especially all his so-called eye-opening theological studies. So God cut off his sight from them, from the temporary and false wisdom of man's religion. For three days he saw nothing but darkness, which was really all the world could offer.
Then God sent his servant, Ananias, to pray for him and recover his sight, which was now heaven's sight, making him see nothing but the King and His Kingdom in everything. Then God allowed him a door to His throne which allowed him access to the third heaven where he heard "inexpressible things, things that no one is permitted to tell."
He, Paul, found a Door. And that Door was Jesus.
I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture. [John 10]
The Door provides quick access to God's "pasture" (spiritual food) whether you go in or out through the door, whether in God's very Throne Room or in the midst of wolf territory in the world, even in a dry and thirsty land where spiritual drought rules over the dying land. You find water because the Door provides easy access to God's pastures, to His provisions, while the rest suffer unquenchable thirst.
They hopelessly seek for God, to no avail, but you "see" Jesus in his sanctuary and behold his power and glory. You easily access the third heaven.
O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water. I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. [Psalm 63]
Paul found that Door. And he testified that there is no other door between God and man except the man Jesus Christ. He is the Way, Truth and LIFE. He alone is the Door. This discovery was why he junked his religion and all his achievements and titles and trophies there, treating them as "garbage." He confessed that there's no other way to gain Jesus Christ but to trash all your religion, even if his religion was thought to be solidly bible-based.
What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ. [Philippians 3.8]
Because you cannot find the Door unless you treat your human religion garbage. You probably think you have found it, like Saul did before he became the apostle Paul.
A vital part of finding the Door, Jesus, is surrendering your life totally to HIM.
Ask forgiveness and repent of your sins. Believe God's forgiveness. It is promised in the bible. Then receive Jesus Christ into your heart as your sole Savior and Lord, then be assured of heaven, not because of anything you have or do, but because of God's grace and mercy through Jesus Christ.
Surrender to Him by intently studying the bible daily (ask guidance from the Holy Spirit) and applying in life everything you learn. And then pray that God lead you to the right person who'd disciple you, one who is totally surrendered to Jesus and living His words in the bible.
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